May 4, 1982 (age 24)
September 1, 1979 and September 5, 1979
I still haven’t gotten out of bed, shit
Today has been a strange up and down day. Idk the weather was strange my mood was strange and just everything.
I liked the weather today though it was stormy and dark and a change from the heat. I finished school at like 12:30, came home in the rain and then discovered i did not have my key wow good one Emma, so that threw me off a lot, and I then so i had you get my grandpa to bring me a key and ugh that was annoying but he was cool about it like he always is. I made a nice big coffee and got into bed and did homework and ate lunch and yes that was ok. It’s kind of been a mix bag of emotions today the classes i thought were going to be good were shit and visa versa. This evening has been pretty good i have been like doing nothing then i was just snap chatting jemima with my mum and that was hilarious. I started watching Ginger and Rosa again and earlier when the sun finally came out i took all my plants outside to get some sun and i feel like they are all refreshed yes haha. It was like taking a dog for a walk. It was truly beautiful.
I really don’t know how i feel about anything
AHHHHHHHHH I JUST IDK WHAT I NEED OR WHAT I WANT OR ANYTHING I JUST feel like i’m in an empty space and every time i do something i don’t even know why i’m doing it
Thank goodness tomorrow is thursday tho
I really really really want to visit Japan, Switzerland, The UK, Parts Of South America, The Netherlands and Sweden yes :’)
Thank you lovely xx
Chino Otsuka : Imagine Finding Me
Chino Otsuka uses photography and video to explore the fluid relationship between the memory, time and photography. At age 10 she moved from Japan to the United Kingdom to attend school. Her experience of becoming familiar with a new place, a different language and new customs while she was developing her adolescent identity has profoundly shaped her work in photography, video and writing. Her series Imagine Finding Me consists of double self-portraits, with images of her present self beside her past self in various places she has visited. As Otsuka says: “The digital process becomes a tool, almost like a time machine, as I’m embarking on the journey to where I once belonged and at the same time becoming a tourist in my own history.” - via AGO
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